My older brother was always showered with love from Mom and Dad, treated as far superior to me in every way. I already suffered deep inferiority because of that, but I could endure it—thanks to my brother’s kindness toward me. However, at some point, he began raping me daily, using me like a public restroom for his sexual needs. When Dad witnessed this scene, he shouted, "It's your fault—you must have seduced him!" Yet strangely, he became aroused. He then forced me to give him oral sex, and from that moment, everything changed. A violent, twisted dynamic took hold. I cried out for forgiveness, but my pleas fell on deaf ears.