I can no longer have sex with my husband. He can't get an erection no matter how hard he tries. I still love him deeply and have no complaints at all—except for this one lingering frustration. Then one day, I was assaulted by my husband's junior colleague. I told him to stop, but my body ended up getting excited. Strangely enough, it felt enjoyable. It was the first time in ages I'd acted on my own desires so freely. I want to play with that guy again. I want him to make me feel even more pleasure.