On days when the tutor came, my heart would race and I could focus deeply on my studies. His presence was a great motivation for me. But on days when my parents were away, the same teacher began to direct his attention toward me in a different way. It seemed he could no longer suppress his desire, drawn to my innocent appearance. That day, I was exposed before him defenselessly, feeling my mind and body gradually being dominated. After that experience, I began to develop an abnormal longing, craving him intensely.