Five years ago, I divorced my husband and now live alone with my son. I have almost no contact with my ex-husband, and my son is the only one by my side. As he's reached his teenage years, he's become distant and rarely talks to me anymore. Lately, my pent-up desires have grown stronger, and I've started seeing my son as a man. Every time I think about him, I sink into fantasies that defy all common sense. Am I truly becoming twisted?