Ai works hard every day balancing her duties as a nurse and her love life. With her wedding fast approaching, she struggles with pre-wedding anxiety. However, deep in her subconscious, she harbors feelings of disgust and rejection toward fantasies of being raped and humiliated. Beneath her consciousness, a strong desire to protect herself begins to emerge. Despite the happiness of marrying the one she loves, she finds herself uttering self-blaming words, crying out, "How could I be such a filthy woman?" and "Someone help me, someone thrust deep inside me!" Her words reveal the hidden anxieties and inner turmoil buried within her heart.