Wanting to Be Pushed to the Brink Until I Cry... In a Dimly Lit Fuck Room, I'm Thoroughly Raped and Masochistically Trained to the Marrow of My Bones, Yayoi Mitsuha
As a masochist, I don't merely seek pain or suffering—I value genuine joy and fulfillment from the heart. It's not about anyone; I desire someone who can sincerely face me. My deepest wish as a masochist is to be taken seriously, completely, and passionately—wanted without lies or pretense. I truly long to connect soul to soul, to be driven to tears, to my limits. Through sex, I fulfill my need for recognition. To be stained by your color, treated like an object, and yet loved—that is what I desire. I want to feel intensely alive, to experience raw reality. This is what satisfies my masochistic heart. Masochist...