I don't have any particular feelings about my father being gone. I think he was an asshole, but since he wasn't my boyfriend, I don't feel hatred or anger toward him. Our relationship was bad from the start, so I kind of expected things to turn out this way. I'm truly grateful to my grandparents. I want to keep doing my best from here on. It had been a while since I had sex, so it was nice to enjoy it again. *No performers in this work are under 18 years of age.