My husband, who had once considered quitting his job, found new motivation and became deeply absorbed in his work. Normally, he'd notice even a change in my shampoo scent, but he didn't pick up on any changes in me. I felt sadness over that, yet I prayed he'd remain oblivious. As long as I endured it... Holding onto that thought, I suffered through long, painful days. But ironically, on the seventh day, I began chasing pleasure against my own will.