Discovered by my older brother, my secret pleasure of cross-dressing was exposed. Holding this weakness over me, he spat violent words: "I'll take your virginity and turn you into a woman." From that moment, I became nothing more than a sex toy for him. Our father, too, began seeing my mother's image in me and sought my body to fill the loneliness he'd endured. Under the name of family bonds, we crossed the line that should never have been breached. Trapped in this twisted reality, how am I supposed to go on living?