After my mother remarried and our new life with my stepfather began, I couldn't honestly feel happy for some reason. I didn't understand the true nature of my feelings back then—it just felt strange. Around that time, my mother started dieting to achieve happiness, and I ended up helping her, pretending to just support her efforts. However, I realized I was becoming aroused by her weight loss. That was when I first acknowledged that I was seeing my mother as a woman. That night, I sneaked up to the bathroom while she was bathing, leading to a shocking turn of events—my first sexual experience with her.